Feb 10

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

You look like a monkey,

And you smell like one too!

Big 2-1. Train platform. Cold. Fresh. Apparently i should Mind the Gap. Remembered that when i as young i used to have this dream where i fell down onto the tracks in the subway or train station and although i was tall enough, when i tried to pull myslef up (like on the side of the swimming pool), my body was too heavy. I dont think a train ever came, or it it did it never came close, but i had the same dream quite a few times. Well enough times to still remember.

My train came from Leeds. The magazine i bought had a feature on Leeds. A sign or what?!Maybe just more receptive. Tomorrow is the 11th.

Will he have suddenly outgrown me?

Today i also realised the pleasure of unwrapping sweets. The kind you can pull on both ends and it twirls and then you unwrap it. And sticks of gum. And crunching it down in your hand into a little ball while you put it in your mouth with your other hand. Ones of those little things I love.

Happy Birthday Mr.M, Many Happy Returns oxoxo

p.s. this is possibly the worst photo of you ever, but it is nesessary, as you did look this drunk as of about 7pm.